okay...so I'm getting better as far as health but ugh...mentally I'm not so well..maybe I wasn't better as soon as I thought..

So this is farewell for a bit...I don't know when I'll be back but if you need me you can contact me on my phone (if you have my number), leave a message here or on my facebook page...whatever.

I just need to mentally rest and focus on other things.

My phone will be off and I won't be on the computer or anything so I will get back to you as soon as I feel better..


I may be taking a mental break until February. Yeah...sorry everyone. I just need to do this.


so long for now...love you guys

moving on...see that was fast wasnt it?

I have other things to focus on anyways...like getting better

still sick...getting worse. My fever is getting higher so I dont know...I swear I have the flu or something.

So Im quarantining myself from people. I love that word. Quarantine.

anyways yeah....just an update...small one...very small

had you heart crushed and then you're all "what the hell do I do with myself now?" yeah...heh yeah...

so to start off my new year that happens and I am freakin sick. D: geod, what the hell?

This was suppose to be my year. My year to shine! And its starting off horribly!


WHY?! WHAT DID I DO WRONG ALREADY?!


Hope things get better..

in the meantime I may crawl into a hole for a month or so...get shit done and just think...regroup and come back ready to fight again...

so I may or may not be checking my DA...I dont know...I think my illness is effecting me more then it should....so I may be back on tomorrow...WHO KNOWS?!

An end to another year and decade! Bravo us!

This year has been filled with its ups and downs...a real roller coaster. But from here I can see smooth sailing for myself I believe.

I had a big growing up period. And during that period I made some awesome new friends. My life has honestly changed this year. I feel like I've found so much in myself and many of you helped me to discover those things. So I thank you for that.

Usually i write a really long thing about my year. But this year I dont feel the need for it. It would bring back memories I wish to forget. Instead I wish to remember all the good times I have experienced this year.

So in closing here I thank you all for everything. I love each and everyone of you and can't wait to see you all in the new year!

Happy New Year, everyone.

From your Francis!

Finally I started a new youtube! I needed to start new...all fresh...I havent uploaded any videos yet but soon I will.

My username is papillonfrancis though incase youre wondering.


Tomorrow I will start working on cosplays! Gotta go to the bank and put money into my checking so I can start buying more wigs. I have 2 to by at the moment. I have so much time before Megacon but....I WANT THEM NOW!!! xD


Lets see what else...I think thats all

Tomorrow is NEW YEARS EVE! (I almost put Christmas Eve..for the win) hopefully I'll be online tomorrow to talk to some of ya...

until then...laterz!